Calculated Risk

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Christian Freet

Juneau is an interesting place. With its hills, compact urbanity, and tourists, this place a combination of San Francisco, village Alaska, and Las Vegas. For the record, I only relate with one of these things.

We’re here scouting for her show at the museum in February. But that’s not why I made this entry — she is.

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I hope by proximity to become more like her. Isn't that the goal of relating? Even if osmosis is the means, it doesn't matter to me as long as we are together.

Even though it wasn’t always clear to me — which is somehow an uncomfortable statement — her work plays a part in our relationship. Not directly, but through her openness to ideas and the refinement of her purposes. She’s like a parent of several kids, advising an 18 year-old and many burgeoning ideas; communicating well with all of them. Okay, better than me, maybe.

But that discipline is part of why I love her. Following the unknown is not always easy, especially when the goal is often intangible. The willingness for exposure is admirable, and there is inspiration simply in pursuing it.