I am literally making a better attempt at embracing change. Recently I was denying my own change.

Time to over-share and have you in my business!

Red eyes. Gritty eyes. Optical migraines leading to total loss of vision in one eye. Random weird eye pain. It’s been a minor bummer.

I finally went to the doctor so for the time being you can catch me with random red eyes as I get through this whole “let’s find out which drops full of medicines make your eyes not suck phase”

Glaucoma at 32. First I want to give a shout out to my pops who I always strive to be like even in genetic diseases! I kid y’all. That man is great but I sure didn’t think this was a thing for early 30’s me.

My vision is spectacular. My optic nerve is beautiful, and my brain is “normal” as doc puts it. Super!

Weird to even fathom the thought of not addressing the pain to only be left with vision loss. Playing the what if game is silly but I can’t help but do it. It’s a worthless game I know.

I can see. Yes sometimes it feels like sand is in my eyes and makes me uncomfortable but I will deal.

This is just another form of my own personal growth. I have to learn to enjoy every aspect of my life even when this body of mine starts failing me. I want to be still. Connect more. Listen to myself.

This is still just a learning experience.